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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

I just cannot fill in all my happiness in one time now ! Happiness is so simple , one small thing can just simply make me smile since yesterday till now. I am just so easy to be happy.

Now I am eating cheesecake while I am blogging. It is the cheesest new yoke cheese cake that i had ever eaten . I got to eat one whole cheese cake which was bought by my colleagues Kok leong and joyce yesterday. The box of cheesecake just "boop!" on my desk and I was caught by Surprised! I ....... am out of breathe !

"This is bought for you only, u better eat them all...u say u like cheesecake hor !" They know I like cheesecake and a piece of cheesecake just dun satisfy me! ONE WHOLE CHEESE CAKE U KNOW .It is written in the box: DON , Your personal pie club at 20 cross st #01-34 china square central.http://donpieclub.com.sg/ be consume by 7 days.

the cheesecake is so nice !in it's purest cheese

look at their cheesy face ..

Just when I thought that only my loyal lurch and home kakis celebrate my leaving with MY FAV FAV FAV YUMMY GOD DARM EARTH SHOCKINGcheesecake........

My drug evalutor cum scientist gathered around me , they are sinyun , lee yun , Deputy head :Wong KC, Ee shan , melanie , RTOs and etc and present me some gifts. The gifts are OP bag and U2000 greyish green jacket. cool ! I almost cried!

All of them wishes me best of luck in my voyage of discovery and bid farewell.....

Hope that I had contribute something in the company ...
I am so glad when they say that ..
As for melanie, she mentioned i am one of the best in screening other than ericia! All the evaluator agreed that...(" v " ) Thanks ~Blush~ !
As for lee lyn , she mentioned that I picked up fast although is is only 2 months and the half! And she is pleased with it . ( Thanks ..)
Toking about 2 1/2 months... I felt is it a long time since I joined . But contridicting ... I felt it have been a short while.
I hope that the new gal whom I had taught for 2 days can performance better than me !

I got so much to blog and I just have no time , hence just brief though..

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Haiz , in the lab... hik hik .. i just so regret that i quit my comfortable job at HSA and make way to makeshift desk , no computers(got la, shared 1, i am so down of luck ) , no msn , no music, no eating .. the ppl there like bao zheng like that , so dien mian wu shi , although they are mostly young gals like in my age. I can't believe my eyes that my nightmare all come true ! Somemore their toilet is graded ***. all are at their feet doing their own business (i felt , so boring .. but i hope for the better .. i hope ...

Wat can be more torturing than asking me to sit the whole day looking at the safety manual. i fall asleep a few times but awaken my the stop clock .The end of the day , Prof Koah, as usually on her cheery smile, patted on my back of my shoulder several times, heavily (the gesture like , "giant, u gutsy gal, I pin on u to do this pit of shit messy research (which I nv wan to do) on u and u will be very very very stressed and i hope on u )

" Siew HUi, we had decided to put u into research instead of service .. on genotype,,, u will be doing DNA extraction ... PCR .. ......................................................................
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Suddenly I woken up ..

" U like this , is it ok for u ?"
" yeah .. okay .. " .. taste not bad , but DON pie shop at cross road tasted more cheesy ....
huh ? she sounds like a flight stewardess who had just offered me a piece of cheesecake.

HUh ? Finished? (quick, blot dry yr droopling!)

I tried to slap my face , and pray hard enough ... " pls pls wake mi up , this is not nightmare , pls slap me back to HSA...)

Still in that monotonous lab... the pointless confusing routine , the washing machine , the biohazard sign.... no life....

Finally , i am stucked, I am stucked . Condemed in here forever........

no life no life no life no life no life no life no life no life no life no life no life no life

no no no no no no no nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!
My life just got stuck into the ineviable darkness forever.

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